April Showers

It's spring break. I'm surrounded by relapses and Cancer scares. I have to witness these events and I feel no power to change them. I can't, I just have to sit and watch. What help can I possibly offer? My presence, but otherwise I have no other abilities to handle these things.

I feel sad by all that's not going well for friends. I don't know, it just feels like a lot. I feel like things are not heading in directions I would prefer. That leaves me fearful and sometimes these things happen. Tra-la.