I Don't Know Why . . .

This weekend was a delight. It really was. I saw plenty of good friends and I got lots of good sun. I walked in the park. I did hot yoga, which I now love. I watched good movies and slept fairly well.

Yet, at the end of this weekend I feel lonely. I feel as if something is missing. I will not let it ride into my mind anymore than tonight. I will not wake up tomorrow feeling these feelings.

Tonight though, tonight I can't help but feel them.

I have been quiet these last few weeks, but for good reason. I'm working things out in my mind, trying to put it all in place. I wish it would just click, but I know there is work to be done.

I guess that's all for tonight. That's all there can be.